'Cause my heart tells me so.

Ethel — Tue, 26 May 2009 15:18:21 +0000

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Ethel — Mon, 25 May 2009 14:49:31 +0000

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I don’t like Willy Wonka!

Ethel — Sun, 17 May 2009 12:09:03 +0000

This is for Edrea:

1. He is so ugly.
2. He think he cute, got that type of hairstyle
3. He has short bangs!!!
4. So what if he owns a choc factory, he’s tooth all tooth decay
5. He broke Charlie’s house with his stupid glass elevator
6. He is proud (i hate proud people)
7. He is nothing but a weirdo.

Ya okay there!!! :D

Ethel — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 13:04:10 +0000

tell me and i’ll obey, this is far greater than sacrifice
trusting you and not myself, will only lead to blessing

Kiss goodbye.

Ethel — Sun, 12 Apr 2009 06:16:34 +0000

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Easter.

Ethel — Sun, 12 Apr 2009 03:08:34 +0000

Above All

Above all powers, above all kings
Above all nature, and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of men
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms, above all thrones
Above all wonders, the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There’s no way to measure what You’re worth

Crucified, laid behind a stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose, trampled on the ground
You took the fall, and thought of me,
Above all

This has been by far the best Easter ever. It’s not because it’s all about chocolates and eggs and etc, in fact I didn’t get any! But somehow, it all felt different and I’m sure it’s God wanting to do something in my life. I’d keep that faith that there’s going to be a much greater purpose ahead of all these I’m going through now.

Thank you God for everything.

little lies, you little spies.

Ethel — Fri, 10 Apr 2009 14:25:07 +0000

I can be physically there everywhere, doing things like I’m alright, but apparently my mind is not even focusing on what people are saying. I take damn long to process whatever they are saying because… I’m practically thinking about something else, something sad, something not very nice to think of… ): Sigh why is life so sad + difficult.

I’m thinking whether I should revert back to blogger. Should I? And bv not going trng tmr, I damn sad. Both of us have something to be scared of or scared about tomorrow. Ok I don’t know, would putting my head into studies and nothing but that work? ‘Cause if it does I won’t mind studying 24/7… But I won’t even be thinking about whatever I’m writing. LIFE SUCKS JUST LIKE THAT. Thank God there’s still God, amen.

Not my intention.

Ethel — Thu, 09 Apr 2009 12:10:09 +0000

You.Are.Such.A.Hypocrite.

I lazy post, point form will do right? ;)

My life now = emo, I find putting on a false happy front so tiring…
I just cut my nails and they look horribly ugly
I got a new swimming costume after much dilemna
BAI ZHU QI HAO (winks at Huimei & Joy)
Today’s lessons were all so confusing
THERE’S CELL TOMORROW!!!! :D
I can’t wait for Saturday, swimming thang trng with team and then Easter service
I AM GOING OUT WITH JANICE ON SUNDAY!! OMG MY BELOVED P3 FRIEND :D I LUV YOU SEE YOU SOON! (thumbs up) (inserts hearts) (happy face)
I miss Carissa Hwang Wen Ya
I happy tomorrow is Good Friday, no school.

Ok I’m going to go and study now, baibai.

(Edited @ 9.08pm)

Apparently I haven’t started studying yet. Anw my mama and I are using the same phone now just that hers is the silver and white version. And she just msged me even tho we’re just a room away saying “I now very bored, you going your cell tomorrow?” HA HA so cute right my mama. Then when I was too lazy to reply, she went “oi lazy pig never reply me” hahaha yeah guess you know where al my crap comes from- my genes.

Mixed tape all over the truth.

Ethel — Wed, 08 Apr 2009 12:44:14 +0000

You’re nothing but a fair weather friend. A hell proud one, always think you’re the best and always giving people that proud look and talk to people like your DOG. Like wth Idc ok, do that to me la and one day I bet you’d have no friends at all ’cause apparently I don’t think everyone can be so tolerant when it comes to being insulted by people ttm.

Anw my room is so pretty now, so many new furnitures and they change position of things. Dad’s going to get me a big corkboard so I can pin all my photos on it!! Omg awesome!!! :D Ok for now I think I’m off to study ’cause today’s Physics test was a total K-I-L-L-E-R.

Till then.

Runaway love.

Ethel — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 12:12:17 +0000

I still can’t get it of my mind. I keep on thinking about it, every single thing, the process, the play, the outcome. I’m glad enough that I can hold back my tears, ’cause I know once I cry it would be an endless stream of tears. I feel that everything now is no hope and I dont know where to find motivation or courage to move on. I’m sick and tired of all these and I feel like quitting. But I’m not going to make an empty promise to the seniors. Guess that alone shall be that only motivation to really really try my best.

SIGH.

(Edited @ 11.30pm)

now my heart is empty…